taking a moment just imagining that im dancing with you. Wednesday, June 3, 2009 aku rasa macam lama gitu tak joy-yoy-ing. macam berabuk pulak joy yoy aku ni. well kalau bole aku tak nak ingat ingat what happen in the last few days.heart pain siakk. senang cakap, aku akan jobless tak lama lagik. ya you read it right, last day aku will be on this 15th. the suck part, aku belom lagi cari keje.a its not that aku give up easily seh! tapi aku da-tak-tahan-lagik. i dont mind the work load tapi rabak gilaa siakk keje aku ni. doing this for a year and still do not entitle for any benefit and hari hari kene maki dengan orang orang gila dan hari hari aku jadi gila maki orang, MANA TAHAN GINI??!! everyone here thought im leaving just because of the ke-ke-coh-an yang ter-dispute dia antara aku dan warehouse last friday. padahal tak seh. there is still banyak lagi reasons. jadi kan kalau korang ada kerja untuk aku, recommend ye. kadang kadang aku ni belo jugak uh berhenti tak tengok waktu dan keadaan and now, im thinking of all the liabitiesssssssss. kimekk. nangis times two. whatever it is, makasih ya tet karna sudi mendengar curhat ku. it feels like months back siakk. but now lagu 'kembali pulang' da tak valid eh. i think aku, tet and koko will just not meet ah. waktu aku ke bali kemarin, tet aku je lepas ke aussie and waktu aku pulang, koko pulak datang ke bali. padahal da janji siang siang. pun communication breakdown jugak. haha. tapi dorang memang gerek nye kaki untuk curhat. macam tiga beradik. tapi aku tetap the made. nyett. pape pun tet sorang je pure balinese but now telah bermastautin di australia, koko pulak kat surabaya sibuk dengan keje produksi dia tapi tengah taking his job for granted just because bapak dia is the boss. whereas, aku disini masih begini menanti farhan ke, faisal ke, putu ke, tet ke, masuk minang aku. oops oops oops. hahax. bercanda aje. seriously bercanda tau ni!! tapi pape pun aku berani siakk mention nama. ehk. unlike, unlike tu. the sad part of all, aku kena tunda kan untuk beli Saya-Love-Rozainah. karna apa? karna aku bakalan jobless nie! and i cant afford to part from it. well, i support myself fully and still have bills and marketing expenses for mum and a trip with the girls. so duit nye simpan dulu ye. i dont know how much i have annoyed farhan about this thing, but i just dont care. before aku start bising bising dengan dia and he keeps going ''marah cepat marah, please please please'' (dengan kepala botak dan muka macam feeling feeling mintak kene main), baik aku back off siang siang. will buy it when time is right. soon, i know im going to start missing this desk im working on. 12 more days to go. ouh fuck. otak aku jamm.

Cinta since 1987 peace and love